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14 February 2004 @ 03:25 pm
Well, Happy Valentines Day! ^^ I'm not really big on that (read: never had a boyfriend), but I won't bitch about my dislike of this day as to not mar the day of anyone who does have a 'significant other.' *blinks* Well, that's one very long garbled sentence.
Current Mood: sicksick
10 February 2004 @ 05:17 pm
I was reading .hack//legend of the twilight, and while in the midst discovered a new pairing that I now absolutely adore and yet cannot find any fanfiction for at all. ::waves Balmung/Reki flag:: I'm sorely tempted to write something for this pairing, and yet can't due to my very very limited knowledge of the .hack universe. So I just rattled off about 10 pages of a fic about them that couldn't possibly work within .hack.

And I must work on my Weiss fanfic. Chapter... uh, I think it was eight... has to be done by Valentine's Day. Yup yup, I'm an ridiculously slow writer that updates fics... monthly (or longer). ::sighs:: I'm so lazy... And school puts me into too much of a bitchy mood to write humor.
Current Mood: thoughtfulthoughtful
06 February 2004 @ 07:32 pm
My craving for PMK never ends... And PMK 17 has made me (if possible) adore HijiOki even more.

Fangirling!Collapse )

Other than that, my day was completely awful.

Blah blah blah...Collapse )

::smiles:: Ranting about something really does make me feel better.
Current Mood: highhigh
01 February 2004 @ 11:46 am
::whacks Evil!Okita with giant mallet:: What are you doing here?! Gr... Poor Okita's life is already fucked up enough without an evil twin added in the mix.

But nekkid Ryoma. ::snerk:: Poor poor Tatsu - scarred for life. But then again, Ryoma/Tatsu would make a very interesting couple.

And I made a HijiOki icon. ^^ The quality of the screencap I made was horrible - the anime never really gets a good shot of the two. But I could not resist making an icon off of what is currently my most favorite scene ever. Hm, I'm currently playing around with a HijiOki fic that involves Hijikata playing with cute little kids, because his Souji insisted upon it. But... from what I can tell, some people in the PMK fandom are getting somewhat sick of HijiOki, aren't they? I don't understand - why should people get pissed off at other people for writing about a pairing that they like? If they want some variety, then just write something themselves.
Current Mood: accomplished
25 January 2004 @ 07:14 pm
::twitches:: So I was at my martial arts class like any boring day. And then the sensei came up and said to a guy about me, "Okay, she'll be your uke." She meant that he would be the one attacking and I would be the one defending, but I nearly died on the spot, either from amusement or embrassment. Of course, no one in the room besides me knew what that statement could imply (even though I'm a girl, not a guy), but... ::cringes:: Thank goodness I never heard the sensei ever say that statement about two guys. That... would just cause strange thoughts from every class onward.
Current Mood: amusedamused
23 January 2004 @ 04:04 pm
Finally sat down and watched it...

PMK 15 fangirlingCollapse )
22 January 2004 @ 07:32 pm
Happy Chinese New Year to anyone who celebrates it! ^^
20 January 2004 @ 08:33 pm
So I was reading Ender's Game... I loved it. Really, most books these days hardly ever hold my interest, as all the 'young adult' ones bore me, because so many of them seem... I dunno, fake. -_-;; Maybe it's because so much of the ficcage I've been reading has been twisted beyond most morals. The books I want to read will probably give my parents a heart attack (gr, my mom sees every book I borrow from the library).

Actually, Ender's Game wasn't exactly bad in terms of the content. Some swearing and people with Issues, but nothing worse than I've seen before. Peter kicks ass. Some of the stuff is worse than most I've seen in books (yes, I'm ridiculously sheltered in everything but what I do on the intenet), but... Heh, it really helped that I was so seeing slashy hints between Ender and Alai. And my stupid stupid brain was seeing Graff/Ender. *twitches* But that was before I reread and realized Graff was a fat man most likely far older than Ender. T_T

But that book got me pointlessly depressed once again. I mean, I'm not some sort of manic depressive or anything. It's just... I'm one of those people that either I don't care or worry myself to death. So when I have a big problem I tend to brood to the point of insomnia. And then I can only sleep if I force everything to the back of my mind and start thinking about anime until I drift off. Pathetic, yes I know.

Odd somewhat depressing ramblingsCollapse )

So I'm wondering whether I should be seeing a counselor or something. Probably not, as I can still act pretty sane. I'm not really insane or anything. Maybe slightly depressed, but who isn't? My outlook on things may be different and maybe slightly twisted, but... No one ever thinks like anyone else, so it's okay.
Current Mood: bitchybitchy
15 January 2004 @ 08:35 pm

Cut for PMK [angsty] fangirlingCollapse )
11 January 2004 @ 11:37 am
Changed my icon... *sweatdrops* I'm still crappy at design and stuff though. T_T If anyone knows, how do you do those pretty border things on icons...?
Current Mood: satisfiedsatisfied